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WhileIBreatheIHope

Ask me anything   Hi, I am Beki. (: Over all I try to live my life the best way possible. I live to accomplish my dreams and goals in life with a positive mind and with the help of my family and friends supporting me. I am just here to blog about what is on my mind, what interest me & grabs my attention. Feel free to follow back! Enjoy!(:<3

My baby is coming! I can&#8217;t wait! &lt;3 I&#8217;ll get to have more memories, and pictures with him&lt;3

My baby is coming! I can’t wait! <3 I’ll get to have more memories, and pictures with him<3

— 1 year ago
#personal  #journal  #visit  #vacation  #ldr  #long distance  #long distance love  #long distance relationship  #ldb  #kansas  #arizona  #reunited  #summer  #excited 
Having an LDR is no joke!

You either are in it 100% or you either are not. I knew that getting myself into one would not be easy but I really don’t care its made me stronger, my boyfriend stronger and our relationship stronger. The best part of my day is when I get to hear his voice, because with the busy schedules we both have it makes it hard to communicate. But just by hearing each others voice for at least a minute that brings a smile to our face!

— 2 years ago with 7 notes
#LDR  #long distance  #relationship  #love  #strong  #communication  #distance 
Sucks being this far from him! &lt;/3 (Taken with instagram)

Sucks being this far from him! </3 (Taken with instagram)

— 2 years ago
#long distance  #relationship  #fighting  #keep strong  #Kansas  #Arizona  #miles  #away  #distance sucks 
F**k distance! I miss my man! :&#8217;( (Taken with instagram)

F**k distance! I miss my man! :’( (Taken with instagram)

— 2 years ago
#personal  #couple  #long distance  #relationship  #i miss him 
So cute! You&#8217;re here but you&#8217;re not!  By -The White Dear. This makes me miss my babe❤ (Taken with instagram)

So cute! You’re here but you’re not! By -The White Dear. This makes me miss my babe❤ (Taken with instagram)

— 2 years ago with 1 note
#The White Dear  #Cute  #Long distance  #relationship  #love  #amor 
Just when…

I have no motivation I get a phone call from him. Its amazing how just by hearing his voice I get hyped up and motivated about something. He is one of the reasons why I keep on going on accomplishing my goals because he brings me back up when I am falling which not many can do.

My mom still wonders why I want to be with him. Yeah he did some really shitty things in his past and was in and out of juvenile and did drugs but you know what instead of still heading on that bad path he preferred to take a right turn. A boy that hated school became a man that loves school. She still doesn’t realizes that yet. When that day comes and she sees that we have a big house (because we both know how we want our house to look), we are both successful and have amazing kids she’ll realized why I never let go of him.

I love him<3

— 2 years ago with 2 notes
#personal  #journal  #thought  #motivation  #goals  #love  #long distance  #relationship 
Tonight has been one of those..

Night where I guess I have had  A LOT of time to think about things. Meaning my future: my career, where I want to be living at, a better job than BestBuy and of course my relationship with my boyfriend.

As I spoke to him tonight almost in tears because I don’t know for how long I will be able to stand living under my parents rules or this house. Why/ Because they have been avoiding me and every time I walk into a room where they are in there is an awkward silence. As if they are waiting for me to go away so they can start their conversation again. As I told him this he told me to be strong to cope with it. That soon it’ll all be over but that right now I still need my parents help financially.  He is right I still need them financially on some things but not really on everything. School I have it pretty much down because what I receive from financial aid is more than enough for my studies for now. Meaning if I were to move to Kansas and attend school over there I would manage everything well when it comes to payments.

Anyways after we hanged up I started thinking and said to myself, “Rebeca if you really want to start making big and productive changes in your life you really need to start looking for job that relates to what you want to do for the rest of your life!” What is it that I want to be? I want to be a Pediatric Oncologist. Why? I love kids and I’ve always been fascinated by cancer. So after saying that to myself I started looking up jobs. Not jobs here in Arizona but a Children’s Hospital at Kansas. Let me say I was really happy with the results I got. There’s a children’s hospital 30 min away from where Ricardo lives which would not be bad to drive since my car is awesome! There is two positions open in two different hospitals that are both part-time and part-time at a hospital is working up to 50 hours a week not just 30. 

With that I started thinking that most likely I would have to take night classes because it is impossible, well not impossible but really hard to find a job in the afternoon at a hospital. I know if I set my mind to it I would be able to do it and more because Ricardo is an awesome support system and he knows how to calm me down very well!

I really cannot wait to tell him tomorrow about my search. We are going to have a long conversation about our short and long term goals tomorrow. If I want this move to happen after this school semester is over I need to start hurrying up. I mean I didn’t get tattooed "Time waits for no one" for no reason! 

-I know most of you don’t read these post, but I just needed to let it out somewhere! (:

— 2 years ago with 1 note
#personal  #journal  #thought  #goals  #determination  #career  #future  #work  #long distance  #relationship 
Talked SO much about my lovely boyfriend that I forgot to put a picture of my week over at Kansas with him! This picture was taken the last night I was there. We went out to clubs and had tons of fun! Of course favorite thing of the night he took me to go eat my favorite tacos ^_^ I can&#8217;t even explain how much I miss this man who I am going to be with for the rest of life with. Oh I cannot wait to move over to Kansas by the end of this year. Our little love has been going on since I was 12 and he was 14, we have finally been given the time to be together. Far but we are closer than ever!

Talked SO much about my lovely boyfriend that I forgot to put a picture of my week over at Kansas with him! This picture was taken the last night I was there. We went out to clubs and had tons of fun! Of course favorite thing of the night he took me to go eat my favorite tacos ^_^ I can’t even explain how much I miss this man who I am going to be with for the rest of life with. Oh I cannot wait to move over to Kansas by the end of this year. Our little love has been going on since I was 12 and he was 14, we have finally been given the time to be together. Far but we are closer than ever!

— 2 years ago
#personal  #journal  #love  #long distance  #relationship  #submission 
And back to the same routine….

How is it possible that time went by so slow when I was waiting to go see my boyfriend but while I was visiting my boyfriend time went by SO fast! Those five days that I got to spend with him were magical! I still cannot believe that I got to spend so much time with him! I just know that everything that went on these past five days were meant to be, because every second just felt right. Tonight I’ll be going to sleep alone which really gets me sad because for 4 nights I was sleeping next to him. I could just roll over a little and hug him, kiss him and tell him how much I love him. Now I can’t do that and its just not the same if I say it on the phone.

I am going to miss his family as well simply because they made me feel like I was part of their family already. His mom even told me, “come down every weekend okay. I wish it was that easy. Next time you come hopefully I’ll feel better and we will all go out.” Those words meant a lot. 

I left him saying “my baby is leaving me today.” those words just made me cry. But we have a plan and I know that at the end it’ll all work out and will end up bringing us together again. Just one more year and I’ll only be minutes away from him. I’ll be able to sleep next to him every night. I really cannot wait for the day that I get to move to Kansas. 

Arizona isn’t my home. Home is where he is at.<3

But now back to the same old routine; school, homework, work and talking to cope with our schedules to talk. Please year go by faste I want to be with my baby almost every hour of the day!<3

— 2 years ago
#journal  #personal  #Thoughts  #long distance  #relationship  #reality  #routine 
Once again….

We overcome another bump/rock on our love story! (: 

I am glad to know that he is in this relationship as much as I am. It took him long to get to this point that’s why I kept a distance between us even though there is one already, and I never tried to get him to a long distance relationship. Now he does want this! I get to see my Media Orange, my baby, my sexy beast, my white chocolate honey in one day, 6 hours, with 9 mins! Best part I get to spend 4 nights with him just hugging him all night. Being able to wake up in the middle of the night to give him a kiss will be the best part! I cannot wait to meet my second family which is his mom, sister and his littler brother! I can’t wait to have his last name and to start my future with him! Hopefully soon we will be living together, hopefully that will be this year! God, there’s just not enough words to explain how much I adore him, how much I love him!<3

— 2 years ago
#personal  #journal  #Thoughts  #Overcoming  #long distance  #relationship 
Letting him know that I&#8217;m never giving up on us

Letting him know that I’m never giving up on us

— 2 years ago with 1 note
#love  #long distance  #relationship  #challenge accepted  #personal  #text 
Tough Love

God really did a great job putting so many obstacles for Ricardo and I. Is this a way of telling us that we aren’t for each other or if we can really prove to the world that we can make it? I don’t know how to take it. But I’ve love him for 7 years and I’ve gone and put up with every rock and bump on road then why are there more? I’m not giving up and this is just another challenge I am accepting!

— 2 years ago
#personal  #Thoughts  #journal  #love  #obstacles  #Challenge Accepted  #relationship  #long distance 
Downsides of a long distance relationship.

It’s official the time zone has changed meaning now Kansas has 2 hours of difference from Arizona. Its 1:04 AM right now and its 3:04 AM over there. This is going to be hard for me and my boyfriend when it comes to talking to each other. In the morning it’ll be hard because I’ll have to be waking up at 5 AM to talk to him since he always calls me before going to his first class of the day and this will mean that by the time I get out of work around 10PM it’ll be 12 AM over there, meaning he’ll probably be asleep. As well I’ll probably won’t be able to speak to him before he goes into work since I’ll still be in school. The down sides of a long distance relationship. But oh well when you want to make a relationship work you have to take the time and have the patience to find ways to make it work. It won’t be easy but challenge accepted! <3

— 2 years ago
#personal  #journal  #time zone  #difference  #challenge accepted  #love  #long distance  #relationship  #downside 
The countdown I have on my phone(: this picture was taken when I last saw him which was like 3 years ago. :o

The countdown I have on my phone(: this picture was taken when I last saw him which was like 3 years ago. :o

— 2 years ago
#journal  #personal  #countdown  #trip  #love  #long distance  #relationship 

Having a long distance relationship isn’t easy at all. I’ve known him for almost seven years now and he has always been the only guy to make my heart skip a beat. Tonight he said things to me that he had never said before. He told me that he told his sister and his mom that I am the girl he is going to marry. That he is sure of that. Because he says that if we haven’t let go of each other it’s because we are truly meant to be. I have been his dream girl ever since I was 12 and he was 14. I can’t even explain my feelings for him. Even though we are far from each other we are closer than ever! I truly do love him<3

P.S.

They say a Gemini and a Scorpio aren’t compatible but we’re gonna show the world that we are!<3

— 2 years ago
#personal  #journal  #long distance  #relationship  #true  #love