It has been 3 weeks since the last full day I got to spend with him but for me it feels like it’s been an eternity since I last saw him! I got to Skype with him yesterday before I went to work and oh boy was it hard to say “bye” to him. It’s hard to say “goodbye” to him when we talk on the phone and its even harder when I get to Skype him. When I had to say “goodbye” cause I had to keep on getting ready for work I wanted to cry. I got all emotional afterwards. I just miss him so much! I miss seeing his face, hugging him, kissing him, holding his hand, feeling his touch, laughing, rapping with him when we are in his car, spending time with his family, I just miss everything that I got to do when I was at Kansas, more like back at home<3
He tells me everyday that I have to stay here for a while because I need my parents financially. I feel like I need him more! I found my biggest support system in him. He gives me motivation and he gives me even more motivation when he talks about our future together. When he tells me I will forever be his girl, his main squeeze it just makes me feel like I am floating.
It has always been hard being far from him, but it became even harder when I got to spend a week with him and see that I truly want him in my life, forever. I just hope that these miles soon just becomes inches.
Hopefully he can come here to Arizona in June or July. I hopefully can go in August.
God I miss this man SO much! Everyone that has their loved one seconds or minutes away you guys are truly lucky! Appreciate every second you get to spend with them. And if they are what you want forever don’t ever let them go!
-No matter the distance I’ll ALWAYS be his! ♥