At this point I am just super pissed! I deactivate my Facebook and that’s when Ricardo text me. I knew this was going to happen! But why does deactivating my Facebook make him want to talk to me now?! Oh yeah because he can’t just check my page and see what’s going on in my life! Right now I am just feeling anger towards him, and I am afraid ill start feeling resentment towards him. AND I feel a really big FUCK YOU towards him right now, which is bad when someone gets me this angry. Why? I start acting like a smart ass and a bitch. No bueno. #personal  #journal  #anger  #fuck you  #him  #ldr  #ldb  #im sick of it  #tired  #annoyed 

I know LDR’s can and are tough but I feel like I don’t exist to Ricardo sometimes! :/ #ldr problems  #distance  #exist  #ldb  #personal  #thought  #tired  #sad 

Augh! #lazy  #morning  #tired  #breakfast  #personal  #journal